I now have a job!!! Thank God! I was really beginning to get worried with the job hunt. I recently applied at Jean Simpson in hopes they would find a job for me because I absolutely hate looking for a job! It took 2 weeks but I landed a job at Lander's Dodge answering the phones. I actually really like it! I like the interaction I have with the public. My other job that let me go because I had Addison was extremely boring with very little interaction with the public because it was a very new business.
I do not like leaving my little girl at all!! I had a break down yesterday because of holding it in that it upset me so much to leave my angel. It's not fair at all to watch someone else spend the most time with her. It just isn't right, but I'm very blessed to have my Aunt to babysit her. I do not have to put her in daycare just yet. I will want her to go eventually to have interaction with other children but not anytime soon!!! So, to have the luxury of having my aunt, I have to sacrifice and drive all the way to Benton to have her wonderfull Aunt to take care of her. But, the sacrifice of driving, getting up extra early to get there and work on time, and gas money is all completley worth it.
I'm hoping that this job becomes permanent as most jobs with Jean Simpson are not, although, I have been told in all other words that I am permanent. I thank God for my job!!!
Congratulations on the job!
ReplyDeleteIt is hard to leave your baby, but know that she benefits from being around other people. And, over the course of her life, you will spend the most time with her on a consistent basis. This, too, shall pass.
K. Smith
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Thank you Ms. Smith for the encouragement! I really do hate it but I know it's a must for her in the big picture! I only worry she will get more attached to her caretaker than myself.
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