Sickness

Agh! Last week I was so sick! This mess has been going around, although, I'm definitely the lucky one that did  not get strep throat that EVERYONE seems to be getting!!! Last weekend I had the worst throatache ALL weekend and then monday had to miss work because of it, then, came to work the next day... and omg, I just got worse as the day went by. I missed work the next day as well but definitely went to the doctor and got not ONE but TWO shots and wow did they hurt!!! BUT, they made me feel SO much better!!! But, unfortunately the runny nose and yucky in my throat is holding on for dear life. =( I ended up having sinuitis, which isn't near as bad as many other people I know getting strep throat! So, I guess I should feel blessed and lucky that it hasn't gotten that bad!!!

On My Mind

So, I'm trying to figure ways to deminish bills in my life. Being single and doing whatever I pleased brought about stupid decisions and produced bills for myself just as most of us have done.  Now, that I have a baby girl I'm trying to figure out what I can do to get rid of bills as soon as possible.  I regret so much for buying my new car, well two years old now but with a nice fresh payment every single month.  It was okay to pay this much for a car when I was single and free to do my own thing and time to work a second job to pay for my things that I just felt I needed but was really not necessary and only a want in my life.  I now have to pay for this desire that I had two years ago, although, I LOVE the car, I just do not LOVE the payment! 

We all make mistakes with our credit and making bills that should not be in our lives. But, thankfully it's never too late to try to fix it and pay them off!  I can't say that I didn't have people in my life to direct me in the correct way when it comes to achieving good credit but I definitely can say I strayed from those instructions. I am now trying to get back on the right path and fix those "problems" in my life now.  At times I feel overwhelmed but I know that eventually I'll get to the point in my life that I desire!

Found a job!!

I now have a job!!! Thank God! I was really beginning to get worried with the job hunt.  I recently applied at Jean Simpson in hopes they would find a job for me because I absolutely hate looking for a job!  It took 2 weeks but I landed a job at Lander's Dodge answering the phones.  I actually really like it! I like the interaction I have with  the public.  My other job that let me go because I had Addison was extremely boring with very little interaction with the public because it was a very new business.

I do not like leaving my little girl at all!! I had a break down yesterday because of holding it in that it upset me so much to leave my angel.  It's not fair at all to watch someone else spend the most time with her.  It just isn't right, but I'm very blessed to have my Aunt to babysit her.  I do not have to put her in daycare just yet.  I will want her to go eventually to have interaction with other children but not anytime soon!!!  So, to have the luxury of having my aunt, I have to sacrifice and drive all the way to Benton to have her wonderfull Aunt to take care of her.  But, the sacrifice of driving, getting up extra early to get there and work on time, and gas money is all completley worth it. 

I'm hoping that this job becomes permanent as most jobs with Jean Simpson are not, although, I have been told in all other words that I am permanent.  I thank God for my job!!!