Unemployment

So, I'm still looking for a job. 

I had the piece of cake job that I did NOTHING all day long. Well, a few things but being a new business we didn't have many new customers.  But, it was growing and slowly establishing customers. So, I had been asking the head boss (in Longview, Tx) what exactly was going to happen when I needed to take time off with having my baby girl. He finally decides to tell me about 3 weeks before I had Addison that my job position was not going to be available to me if I had to take any amount of time off with my little girl. So, here I am looking for a job. 

I have been to Jean Simpson in hopes to find a job.  But, today I was told that I should go do Substitute teaching and Wow, I thought... why haven't I thought of that!?! It isn't the best money but it will work until I can find a job! It will help out alot!!! And I've always wanted to be a teacher at different points in my life. And now that I have a little girl, I really want to be a teacher after recieving my bachelors in business. The hours would be perfect for when she starts going to school.  So, glad to have been given this idea today until  can actually find a better paying job!

Sweet Angel Baby

I will write alot about my baby because she is what consumes all of my time, which, I love it beyond words!!! She has shown me what real love is in a way that I never expected.  I was a nanny for 4 years until last year around Febuary.  I throughly enjoyed just about every minute of it. And I got really attached to all the children I was a nanny for but I was always told that it's different when you have your own child and honestly, I could never even try to imagine how different it is and probably will only realize that more and more every single day.  She is absolutely perfect in everyway.  She is a very healthy baby and growing like a weed! I look at her birth pictures and feel saddened because I already want to go back to that day and she is only a month old.  I'm told many times that she will grow up faster than I can imagine and I'm already a believer.  She is now 8 lbs and 14 oz as of Friday the 26th.  She was 6lbs and 14 oz when she was born on August 19, 2010.  I'm totally in love with her. I thank God for the blessing he trusted with me, although, I have no idea why he would count me worthy enough to take care of an angel like my baby girl!!! But, I shall try my best to raise her to love God and raise her with morals and values that she will have a successful life!

What a scare?!?

It was just the other day that I had the biggest scare of my life with my 3 week old daughter! She has been having problems with her formula and spitting up, and once throwing up.  Well, she was laying in my lap on her bobbie and just finished her bottle.  She was laying peaceful when she threw up and I didn't pick her up fast enough and it came thru her nose! I jumped up as fast as I could and started patting her back, but as it came thru her nose and mouth she couldn't breathe at all! Her body stiffened up and eyes bugged out and kept throwing up. Being first time parents, her daddy called the ambulance instantly.  I rushed her to her room and suctioned her nose to get the milk out! The ambulance walked in the door soon after all of this and checked to make sure she was okay, thankfully she was perfectly fine! She scared us "half to death!" Since then, I have been extra careful with her feeding and still she spits up.  I am ready for her next appointment so that I can speak with the doctor to figure her formula situation straightened out!!!